Author’s Note: This is a fanfiction originally made by syahidahz from BEG Int’l Forum. This was supposed to be a one-shot fiction but I decided to continue it with permission from the original writer. Actually, this fic is almost complete, but I decided to post it here one chapter at a time~ will update maybe every after 3 days 🙂 Enjoy~ And don’t forget to leave your comments and reviews 🙂
He knew what that look meant. He knew what she was going to say. He knows her well enough to guess the exact words that she was going to utter.
“Let’s break up.” Her voice trembled with emotions.
For a minute Kwon just stood there taking in each word she just said one by one.
Let’s .Break. Up. How could it be? How did things turn out this way?
“Kwon…” She called him; snapping him back to reality.
“Is there really no way for me to make you stay?” He stared sadly at her; his eyes pleading hers.
“Do you know how much I want to stay? Do you have any idea how much this is killing me?” Gain said sadly.
“I’ll give up everything. The group, the company and even my status. Everything Gain. Just don’t leave me.” He walked towards her and hugged her tightly as his tears finally ran down his cheeks.
He didn’t know he could love this much. This woman in his embrace, this woman that makes him want to die at the thought of not being with her anymore; this woman that he love more than his own life.
“I can’t Kwon. I can’t see you throw your life away for me.” She whispered as she slowly let go of his embrace and turned her back to him so that he can’t see her teary eyes.
Something in him died the moment that she let go. Maybe it’s because he wasn’t used to this. He wasn’t used to feeling this kind of pain and he never thought that she, Son Gain would be the woman to scar his heart. Their love was always beautiful and he always feel like time moves too fast when he’s with her but right then time seems to stood still and he wanted to erase it away so badly.
“I love you..” Kwon said to her back.
“I know…I know Kwon.” She whispered back as she stared long and hard at the floor.
“I can’t live without you.”
“I’ll miss you so much.”
“Time will heal the pain.”
“Don’t you love me?”
“Then why are you leaving?”
Gain turned around and looked at Kwon who was crying. She have never seen him shed a tear and the sight of it was breaking her heart even more and she was fighting hard to stay as strong as she can. “I’m leaving you because I love you. Don’t you see it Kwon? If I stay, I’ll be in the way of your career and your life and I don’t want to be that person who destroys the man she loves. I rather lose you Kwon than have you lose everything you’ve worked so hard for.” She told him; fighting tears that were streaming down her cheeks.
“Gain, do you know how much I love you? Do you have any idea at all what you do to me? Do you know that after the first time we kissed, I couldn’t sleep the whole night because I was thinking of you? I work hard day and night to get to where I am today but then you happened to me and I can’t do a single thing because I let you in and now you’ve become my life. You’ve become that person that I can’t go a day without talking to and I miss you every single minute that we’re not together.” He choked on his words.
“I know you want the best for me but the best for me is you. I don’t want to be a singer anymore Gain. I want to be your man. I want to still be that person that you call every night before you go to bed, that person whose shoulder you sleep on, that person with whom you share your food with eventhough you’re really hungry and I want to be your last love.”
Gain moved towards him and slowly caressed his face with her hand.
“Do you know how much I love this face? How much it’s hurting right now for me because I know that this will be the last time I’ll ever touch your face? I’m letting go, Kwon. I’m letting you go. Please be happy.” She kissed his tears and turned back to walk away out of his apartment.
Since when did I get too attached to you Kwon? I made you my all and now that it’s over, I feel so empty but this is the way it should be right? Loving me only hinders you from all the good things in your life and I don’t want to be a hindrance anymore. I love you enough to let you go Kwon so please be successful and happy and maybe someday if our fates intertwine again then we could be together.